I may present a reflection of resilient and sturdy woman when you look at me. Deep down inside me, there is an outcry. Gnawing over anxiety after anxiety when I wish I could be as nonchalant as I can.
Moonlight (Picture Source)
Inside my heart, there is a sanctuary which is meant to be safe and strong but it looks frail and fragile for now. Life is really unpredictable. A horror joyride it may seemed to be at times. Some may find it like a roller-coaster thriller ride.
Sometimes I really ponder upon someone out there might be playing a joke on my life. Times when I felt like kicking people’s ass for causing a stumbling block in my life.
Sunset (Picture Source)
A few situations of turmoil may really cause me to be in immense distress. I only know there are incalculable matters I have to face all by myself.
I thought I was strong but I was not.
I gave in to my emotions and broke down an hour ago.
Chaos in life may turn out like the wild river (Picture Source)
I cannot be spilling all my beans here. Some are quite personal. I do not know who turn to but God above.
Kevin, on the other hand, is having another bad luck with his car. His car door was banged this afternoon. Somehow I felt that his current car gave him a lot of problems. Now he has to stay back in Ipoh to fix it. If the accident did not occur, I would probably felt better with a shoulder to lean on.
At this minute, I only need a favour from you.
Please keep my mummy in prayers. She is undergoing an operation this coming Tuesday at Ampang Hospital. The O&G wants to observe her enlarged cyst whether it is dangerous or not. I earnestly seek your kindness in upholding my dearest mummy in your daily prayers.
I hope to hold both of my feet firm and strong when I wait for her outside the operation theatre alone. I will constantly look to the Heavens above, praying unceasingly for all things to run smoothly.
All I want now is my healthy Mummy back at home. I cannot afford to think of other predicaments.