I have no other words to describe my current emotions right now.
Confused, overjoyed, depressed, bothered, all mixed up.
My first ultrasound appointment yesterday completely blew my mind away. I know that little creature in me was too tiny to be felt, but I have to convince myself that I am indeed going to be a mommy. Mike was indeed overjoyed with this as how much he always wanted a lil’ Dragon baby (secretly).
To be honest, I have not seen this coming. I always thought the baby plan was meant to be after this calendar year. I guess what I plan and what God plans are totally different. I am definitely defeated by His plans and as usual, His plans are always better than mine.
I just have to trust Him more!